21-10-2012, 17:16
I understand, but there is no doubt a very powerful emotional mental musical talent within me to create these songs (the way I strongly feel about music and how powerful the songs become). It is true that anyone can make music in their heads, but its how powerful the songs are and how strongly you feel about music that makes this a mental talent.
This is a list of songs I made:
http://soundcloud.com/mattmvs7
(NOTE: the love song listed there I think is my most powerful)
But now the question remains of how to awaken that talent into a physical form. Learning and actually physically making the music, as opposed to making the music in my head are completely different things and are completely different emotional experiences. Learning (reading, watching videos online, etc.) and playing instruments or producing the music in FL Studio makes use of a completely different state of mind (in this state I am not enjoying these things). But making music in my head makes use of my personal being and there is no frustration or lack of enjoyment.
Now the question remains of how to bring together two completely different actions/mind states as one so that when I am learning or physically making the music, the state of mind used for making music in my head will be used for learning/physically making the music.
This is a list of songs I made:
http://soundcloud.com/mattmvs7
(NOTE: the love song listed there I think is my most powerful)
But now the question remains of how to awaken that talent into a physical form. Learning and actually physically making the music, as opposed to making the music in my head are completely different things and are completely different emotional experiences. Learning (reading, watching videos online, etc.) and playing instruments or producing the music in FL Studio makes use of a completely different state of mind (in this state I am not enjoying these things). But making music in my head makes use of my personal being and there is no frustration or lack of enjoyment.
Now the question remains of how to bring together two completely different actions/mind states as one so that when I am learning or physically making the music, the state of mind used for making music in my head will be used for learning/physically making the music.