soulful rap melodic rock? do i suck?

[Leal Aldana]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cuaBCME0YME

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjCw9kiIQEQ

i cant do anything else but this, i suck at everything, at least this makes me feel ok.

[JamesRLogan]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cuaBCME0YME

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjCw9kiIQEQ

i cant do anything else but this, i suck at everything, at least this makes me feel ok.

First off, it's damn original, and that's literally the only thing that matters. No matter who you are or what sounds you are making, there are at least 10,000 people out there (often more) who would love it every bit as much as you do if they got the chance to hear it. Keep at it, find clever ways to keep making songs and posting videos, do some covers maybe, and find yourself a little niche. It may take some time to catch on but if you are consistent and you put yourself out there it is bound to happen.
And yes, personally, I liked it. Very smooth. Thumbs up